Emily Ratajkowski.Photo: Karwai Tang/WireImage

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Emily Ratajkowskikeeps her son at the forefront of her mind when it comes to navigating her public life.

Speaking withtheLos Angeles Times, the model, 31, admitted to being “scared” of opening up about the “horrifying” year she has had.

“I’m scared,” she told the outlet. “I’m learning that outspoken women don’t often get their children.”

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The outlet noted that Sly lives with theHigh Lowpodcaster full-time but sees Bear-McClard several times weekly.

Emily Ratajkowki’s son Sylvester.Emily Ratajkowski Instagram

Emily Ratajkowski Shares Sweet New Pic of Son Sylvester

“I’m so scared, and I know you’re so scared. But we’re going to do this together, and I promise to keep you safe,” she remembered telling her son. “Let’s do it. I want to meet you.” Hours later, Sly was born.

Last month, she celebrated the toddler’s second birthday andshared a peek at the festivitiesin an Instagram post showing Sylvester blowing out candles on a dog-themed cake. There were also doggy balloons scattered around the house, and she showed a shot of the birthday boy posing with two pups.

Leading up to the occasion, the model alsoposted a sweet montage of momentsfrom her pregnancy and Sylvester’s life so far, while reflecting on how much he has meant to her.

“So many lessons,” Ratajkowski added. “I’ll do anything to keep you safe and make sure your life is a wonderful one. Being your mama is magical. I love you more than you could ever know.”

source: people.com